fed up with the politics in MGC.

or MSJ. whateva.

sometimes i just dunno what to think. i want to look on the optimistic side of it. but sometimes u can't stop thinking about the bad side... but hey it's not gonna be that bad is it? just some more ppl around school - at least we're still a school. we're not separated into different places at once. we still stay and still has the school spirit in us!

ok that sounded a bit gay... lol. honestly, i'm not upset about ppl coming - just angry at how commercial the school can be, and at the evil conspiracy of the school council. guess why they didn't tell us earlier? so ppl, esp the girls in our year, the biggest year, can stay and pay all the fees. and what are we getting in return?? double dorms instead of single dorms? bigger classes than any other years?? shared prefect posts??

why does it always have to be US? i know this is not aimed at our year, but still... u can't help thinking about the bad side of it when it gets to this point.

and... really feel sorry for Mrs Leggate... she was crying. CRYING. and the whole school council kinda walked out on her. i mean that wasn't meant to be personal, but it just seemed quite mean at the time.

what about the staff? will they stay? we already know that mr hamilton and mrs joyner are leaving... who's next? i really hope that it's not gonna be any of my subject teachers... (apart from the troll, ahem) next year is supposed to be our most important year, and i don't want these evil councilors to ruin my future.

perhaps i should've applied from Uni in HK? perhaps i should really have gone to the US? i dunno. did i make the wrong decision?


ARGH. now i'm back to the dark mood. shud keep myself happy. as long as i keep myself and be independent, school councilors can't be in my way, right?

wahhhh it was so depressing... but nice choice for a party cuz it was good lol.... tho some bits were a bit *ahem**ahem*...

anywayz... the pub nite was memorable... haha... we know what happened... shhh* =p

the only disappointment is that some ppl forgot about my bday in hk... sigh... tho some ppl texted me / called me from afar!! mucho gracias* =) i'm really touched*

back to work this week... but hvnt done much this weekend... im gonna be so dead... argh... dun feel like working at all! -.-"

ps. i dun feel anything dramatic being an adult lol.

18... omg.

thanks everyone!!! =') i really want to thank everyone individually... but the thing is i gotta phone parents in a sec!

really impressed with the newspaper angie haha... and of cuz also the letter la~^^

mega thx everyone... this is certainly a very memorable bday... it's been great so far. gonna go up to the pub tonite! then party on saturday*

luv u all!~* >3<

no much difference being 18, i guess...
i used to dread it... but it seems a bit stupid now... i mean it's not like i'm gonna undergo some dramatic change after that particular day.

an adult. so what?
tho i do have the intention to do something on the day... but i'm thinking of too much... kathryn wants to bring me to the pub, i want to go too, but i also want a party somehow... hehe... im too greedy... what should i do?

and hopefully some ppl would remember my bday la~ ><
someone who hasn't kept the promise... ai*

it was literally 17 days. omg.

am i really abandoning my blog?? i mean no one really reads it... sobsobsob*

NOOOOO im repicking it up even if no one reads it. cuz i know I WILL, someday in the future. and of cuz melo and joan will!! :p

anywayz... PARIS TRIP WAS COOOOOL... i think i've already said this one my xanga... but hey... the food is amazing!! and we've been to 5 museums... educational purposes... which was cool, tho i had to wait when the art ppl sketch. and walking around with mr thomas is very tiring cuz he's ever so fast. =.=

now half-term is OVER. i know many ppl will think "what are u moaning about u've had a whole week off!" esp those in hk, ahem* but coming back means another half-term of stressful work which i'm not really ready for yet. but at least the mocks are over so i dun have to worry as much. =)

talking about that i still got 2 more papers to get back tomorrow. yipee indeed.

wah...
so quick... only one mock left.

i can't even feel the pressure... lol* strange.

probably becuz maths was much easier than i've expected... yipee*

to be honest i'm quite worried about chemistry, but i'm just BORED of revision right now!! i don't believe i've sat thru so many exams in U5 (GCSEs...) lol...

looking foward to this weekend! well first of all D of E on saturday... (not that i'm particularly looking foward to that) then i'll have a FREEEEEE sunday!! that's something i haven't had for AGES.

then next thursday i'll be in paris!! oh my god!!~ XD



[how can some ppl disappear all of a sudden?? .\_/.]