thx melody for comforting ar... haha i guess u might be the only one who's read that msg...

GOING HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!
can't believe it...
soooo desperate for a break. i've neva imagined that i'd need a holiday so much... god what would happen back in hk? think i'd be sleeping all day... i've started this sleeping scheme since maths today, lol*

been reading my old posts and realised how bad and inconsistent my grammar is. well who cares.

OMG OMG OMG. HOME. WAHHHHHHH*

hope to see u all soon :)

唔係咁開心.

有人好唔尊重我.

但係又唔想搞大件事.

to Melo + Joan's disappointment, i havent bought anything from C'ham...

uh-oh*

well i'll think of some other christmas pressies* ya see things arent all good & cheap in england...

god i must admit that gettin ppl presents is quite a headache... i'm not even gonna write christmas cards this year, see how lazy i am? well but i can save paper* :p

btw joan sorry i haven't replied your email, it's really long, i've read it but i didn't have the initiative to reply u with a reli long email as well... there u go* i'm so mean* but glad u enjoyed ur relaxing thanksgiving, which was ages ago... haha*

5 DAYS TO GO!! strictly speaking this week's not about lessons anyway right? YAAAAY*

but u know what i'm reli not sure whether we can meet up this holiday... my mum seems to think that i can only come out three days... =.="

wow.

unbelievable...

Cheltenham shopping tmr*

wakakakakakakaka..... 6 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!

ugh* i juz DON'T wanna get the geography coursework back, since that means that i'll have to start work again. GREAT.

anyway have quite a bit to modify*

and maths... almost finished... but somehow have a bad feeling that i'll have to modify the whole thing again after i've handed it in. *sigh*

went to Joe's funeral today. simply heart-broken to see the sad face of Danielle's. on the edge of tears but no i didnt cry. i failed to have the courage to go near the family, but i guess my uneasiness would not have helped them very much, especially when they're crying on each other's shoulders... ><

then angie and i stayed for an hour in the house. miss foot was being very nice and accompanied us to the funeral. i guess they all think it's gonna be a hard time for us and everything. strange, because actually i'm not that sad, until i see Joe's granddaughters entering the church. then i feel something, something that seems to be pulling my heart.

i now understand why God is a comfort to mankind. even atheists would want comfort at hard times.

a week to go. i'm tired. fatigue. NEEDA GO HOME*