ugh* i juz DON'T wanna get the geography coursework back, since that means that i'll have to start work again. GREAT.

anyway have quite a bit to modify*

and maths... almost finished... but somehow have a bad feeling that i'll have to modify the whole thing again after i've handed it in. *sigh*

went to Joe's funeral today. simply heart-broken to see the sad face of Danielle's. on the edge of tears but no i didnt cry. i failed to have the courage to go near the family, but i guess my uneasiness would not have helped them very much, especially when they're crying on each other's shoulders... ><

then angie and i stayed for an hour in the house. miss foot was being very nice and accompanied us to the funeral. i guess they all think it's gonna be a hard time for us and everything. strange, because actually i'm not that sad, until i see Joe's granddaughters entering the church. then i feel something, something that seems to be pulling my heart.

i now understand why God is a comfort to mankind. even atheists would want comfort at hard times.

a week to go. i'm tired. fatigue. NEEDA GO HOME*