FP1 was SCREWED.

ABSOLUTELY.

i've never done such a difficult paper in a long time. reminds me of the econ exam i had when i was in L5. but THAT was INTERNAL. and THIS is EXTERNAL.

BLOOOOOODY HEEEEELLLLLLLL.

i couldn't do it i couldn't finish it my brain was dead i couldn't think.

i had to stop and try to keep my mind straight. i DID TRY honestly, i stopped, put down my pen, and told myself, yes, you've got time, don't panic.

but no in reality i do NOT have the time.

everyone thought it was hard so i hope they're lowering the A standard. but STILLLL i dun think i did as well as others. i couldn't do two quite big questions. rahhhhh... :'(

T-Rex mode on. NOT optimistic. this is only FP1 ok. it's meant to be easy. what the **** is gonna happen in FP2 and FP3 huh? huh? huh??????

and knowing that FP3 is right after my chem exam in the summer, with FP2 in the same week does NOT help.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wanna drop further mathsssssss...................
but i'll probably have to do it in uni again. aiiiiiiiiiiiii.......

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY...

this is worrying. i think i'm getting lazier and lazier.
i dun wanna do maths even the real exam's THIS thurs + fri.
i guess i'm just fed up with repetitive questions... there's nothing called spice, nothing called excitement in my current life. can't wait till half-term when these burdens would be OVER. argh.

i miss the holidays. >3<

will we ever be care-free again?
sometimes i can't help wondering if we, as humans on planet Earth, are just creating troubles for ourselves everyday.


perhaps i'm just a lazy pacifist who doesn't want to give a damn. =.="



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gotta work hard.
gotta concentrate.

「一番」。 XDDDDDD

still not really in the exam mood. ><
got a M2 mock tmr... then FP1 mock on friday. most ppl've already started their real exams and retakes tho...

but i'm just not in a working mood... constantly. =="

gotta get a grip!

btw i'm worried about chem. all those calculations.......... T_T

argh i think i woke up at 5:30 in the morning and did not manage to go back to sleep after i've been to the loo... snifffff i hate jet lags. hv tried so hard not to fall in lessons today. ai... so not used to school life yet. i want my holiday back.........T_T

some ppl are having retakes tmr! my M2 and FP1 exams are coming soon too... oh dear... then mocks. omg...

and half-term is soooo far away.............


ho grey. @___@