FP1 was SCREWED.

ABSOLUTELY.

i've never done such a difficult paper in a long time. reminds me of the econ exam i had when i was in L5. but THAT was INTERNAL. and THIS is EXTERNAL.

BLOOOOOODY HEEEEELLLLLLLL.

i couldn't do it i couldn't finish it my brain was dead i couldn't think.

i had to stop and try to keep my mind straight. i DID TRY honestly, i stopped, put down my pen, and told myself, yes, you've got time, don't panic.

but no in reality i do NOT have the time.

everyone thought it was hard so i hope they're lowering the A standard. but STILLLL i dun think i did as well as others. i couldn't do two quite big questions. rahhhhh... :'(

T-Rex mode on. NOT optimistic. this is only FP1 ok. it's meant to be easy. what the **** is gonna happen in FP2 and FP3 huh? huh? huh??????

and knowing that FP3 is right after my chem exam in the summer, with FP2 in the same week does NOT help.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wanna drop further mathsssssss...................
but i'll probably have to do it in uni again. aiiiiiiiiiiiii.......

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY...