omg i think i have juz passed the stressiest day of my life...
first i couldn't play ANY scales in my piano lesson... i was hopeless! Mr Brennand didnt accuse me or anything, but i know that i'm quite DOOMED. i couldn't play any scales, and my pieces r not that good either. dun even talk about sight-reading. argh* i was gonna wish that i can get a merit but now... sniff* i dunno what will happen. i juz felt so helpless. everytime i tried to play a scale i juz somehow stopped, and had to start again. i found that i did not have any courage to continue with it.

actually i'm supposed to substitue Helen to go the student council now but i have no idea where it takes place... maybe i'll come back later.